It was an emotional journey and expedition that day. For it seems that it was supposed to be fun and a joyous day. Looking back, we will remind one another on how bored and dragging it was to visit the museum. After a good 10 minutes, I was sweating in discomfort. Rammy was dragging her steps and seems disinterested in the exhibition and displays. Everything seems to be so spiritless, dull and blasé. Rammy reprimanded me for being so “clever” for not switching off my auto flash from the camera. The security gave me a warning. I gave away my innocent apology. “You see, you clever rite! Always looking for trouble”.
It seems that I was the younger kid even though I am 10 days older than Rammy. She is always behaving like a big sister to me; telling me the “Wrong” and “Rights”, telling me off for being a sluggish student during my lower secondary days, reminding me on how careless and naïve I was, reassuring me that I will get a good life as long as I am diligent, not tardy and remain hardworking in life. We share the most intimate secrets (haha haha), don’t ask me what! We share the deepest thoughts in knowledge management. We share the same childhood. We have shared the same life. We went through various and countless hardships; from families’ issues, love life, work life and school life. She will always be there for me as a listening ear when people are maliciously gossiping about me in the office or when I was broken hearted. Many times, she stood by me. I saw her growing up on burden and issues ~ one after another. When I asked her on how she is coping with all the stress and pressure, she just smiled and told me that she will be able to pull through it. She has spent her life working earnestly for the family bringing home the wages to support them. There are things which are not meant to be shared. For I have known of all the sacrifices that she went through to achieve what she is now. Through determination and strength; I am so proud of you Rammy.
I have always taken things for granted when she is around me. For your info, she lives a few blocks away from me and I didn’t even bother to drop by her place once in a while. In one month’s time, she will be settling in Houston, US with her beloved husband leaving me and the rest of her loves one behind. It’s heartbreaking especially when it is someone whom you are dependent and close to. My mentor, my personal advisor and my love. It is devastating knowing that she is so far away from us. It’s time for us to let her go and for her to lead her new life.
To Rammy, we pray for happiness and a long-lasting marriage to you and Siva. May you be in peace always and God bless your heart. I will miss you terribly! I am expecting a Rammy Junior please on my wedding day! You better make it to my wedding love…I shall see you soon….
P.S: I miss those times when we were younger...love and hugs plus kisses!!!
It seems that I was the younger kid even though I am 10 days older than Rammy. She is always behaving like a big sister to me; telling me the “Wrong” and “Rights”, telling me off for being a sluggish student during my lower secondary days, reminding me on how careless and naïve I was, reassuring me that I will get a good life as long as I am diligent, not tardy and remain hardworking in life. We share the most intimate secrets (haha haha), don’t ask me what! We share the deepest thoughts in knowledge management. We share the same childhood. We have shared the same life. We went through various and countless hardships; from families’ issues, love life, work life and school life. She will always be there for me as a listening ear when people are maliciously gossiping about me in the office or when I was broken hearted. Many times, she stood by me. I saw her growing up on burden and issues ~ one after another. When I asked her on how she is coping with all the stress and pressure, she just smiled and told me that she will be able to pull through it. She has spent her life working earnestly for the family bringing home the wages to support them. There are things which are not meant to be shared. For I have known of all the sacrifices that she went through to achieve what she is now. Through determination and strength; I am so proud of you Rammy.
I have always taken things for granted when she is around me. For your info, she lives a few blocks away from me and I didn’t even bother to drop by her place once in a while. In one month’s time, she will be settling in Houston, US with her beloved husband leaving me and the rest of her loves one behind. It’s heartbreaking especially when it is someone whom you are dependent and close to. My mentor, my personal advisor and my love. It is devastating knowing that she is so far away from us. It’s time for us to let her go and for her to lead her new life.
To Rammy, we pray for happiness and a long-lasting marriage to you and Siva. May you be in peace always and God bless your heart. I will miss you terribly! I am expecting a Rammy Junior please on my wedding day! You better make it to my wedding love…I shall see you soon….
P.S: I miss those times when we were younger...love and hugs plus kisses!!!
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