The Stranger

It must have been excruciating and heartbreaking

Cause it has brought me shedding tears
Considering my high tolerance for pain,
Not for a while but continuously…


It must have been difficult trying to make someone understand the situation
And they assume that you are being ridiculous and selfish
Making a decision without consulting
Making a decision on your own based on what you feels right..


It must have been disappointing and disheartening to be irresponsible
Not taking up responsibilities and ignoring a problem
Not being strong enough to face up with the circumstances
And ended up being in a severe and a dreadful situation..


It must have been frustrating for them to accept this resolution
When they have tried their ultimate effort to provide me with the aid and assistance
When they have tried to talk some sense into me
When they have tried to ensure that that this will definitely affects my future…


It must have been discouraging and disagreeable for them to listen to what I have to say
My research and my final verdict that was laid out
My assurance that this outcome will not affect anyone in my life
Other than me…


It must have been dispiriting and depressing for me to hear those final words
To know that they would not be involve anymore
Being said straight and directly at my face
Without considering my feelings and how hard it has been for me


It must have broken my heart unknowingly to hear that from a stranger
A stranger who thinks that I am taking the easy way out,
A stranger who tells me off when I cried,
A stranger who thinks that I am hardheaded,
A stranger who never saw the rationale behind everything…


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