My Fiancé was away on his work trip to Indonesia for three days leaving me here in Singapore. I am too dependent on Andy and at some point during those three days; I felt loss doing things on my own without Andy. Even a simple groceries shopping or for a simple bank transaction, he will be the one accompanying me. I have gotten used to having him around. So I realized that I need to be less dependent on him.
Of course, I was disappointed that I wasn’t able to send him off of or to fetch him from the Airport due to the tight work schedule with the numerous incoming projects. The day he went away, I could feel myself missing him I bet it’s normal for everyone else who is in love. I can just hope and pray that he will be back soon so that I can see him again.
Thank God for technology! I WhatsApp him every now and then – each time when im available to hold my Iphone. Sometimes when I see him online, I will feel nervous and waited patiently for him to reply. I wasn’t able to call overseas due to the restriction on my mobile plan. When he asked me, “Why didn’t I call him?” it sounded like as if I didn’t try hard enough to alleviate this pain of missing someone. His assumptions of me not trying to contact him Jakarta when I really did and it leads me to a disappointment that the line didn’t went through. And so I survived 3 days without Andy just by reading his messages over and over again. At every beat of a message tone, I will jump in excitement to receive his text messages – though sometimes it wasn’t from him.
Of course, I was disappointed that I wasn’t able to send him off of or to fetch him from the Airport due to the tight work schedule with the numerous incoming projects. The day he went away, I could feel myself missing him I bet it’s normal for everyone else who is in love. I can just hope and pray that he will be back soon so that I can see him again.
Thank God for technology! I WhatsApp him every now and then – each time when im available to hold my Iphone. Sometimes when I see him online, I will feel nervous and waited patiently for him to reply. I wasn’t able to call overseas due to the restriction on my mobile plan. When he asked me, “Why didn’t I call him?” it sounded like as if I didn’t try hard enough to alleviate this pain of missing someone. His assumptions of me not trying to contact him Jakarta when I really did and it leads me to a disappointment that the line didn’t went through. And so I survived 3 days without Andy just by reading his messages over and over again. At every beat of a message tone, I will jump in excitement to receive his text messages – though sometimes it wasn’t from him.
The moment he reached Singapore, I was expecting for his call. I heaved a sigh of relief that he has landed safely in Singapore and most importantly we have a date with his cousins to celebrate Irah’s birthday. And so I rushed my way to the airport to meet my Fiancé for the birthday celebration at Swenson’s Restaurant. At the very first sight of love, I was smiling from ear to ear. Maybe I was blushing – it was great to meet him again face to face…
Oh yes..Happy 22nd birthday Irah - May God bless you always ,,,,We hope you had fun..
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