Someone had
to remind me over and over again about going to some wedding event. I find
myself dragging my feet, literally! He had to coax me and gently persuading me
to join him. It’s a personal issue somehow or rather. Something that I can’t
seem to put aside despite the assurance that history will not repeat itself. I was
reluctant to believe and there were negativities. I wasn’t able accept the fact
that I will be treated the way I used too by someone whom I love.
Who in the right state of mind will? Who can accept being treated like a stranger? And please don’t tell me
that that’s the way you are or it’s an honest mistake. I can’t decrypt that
and I will not accept that. The whole situation has really affected me badly in
a way. There were just too many flaws in me. There were just too many flaws in
him. In either way, it doesn’t seem to ease the situation. Day by day, it just
got worst till I just had to say no to everything.
Never start
a relationship with a bad start because it’s really hard to mend it along the
way…
No comments:
Post a Comment